Monday 27 June 2011

My Worst Nightmare

What all I remember this morning was closing my eyes the other night while looking at the clock striking 2:30 in the morning. I was tired because of the amount of hard work I laid in lazing around. So what, if it does not require your stamina, but it does require your skills. One just can’t laze around while sitting idle. One has to watch T.V. or watch any movie in addition and lying on a couch in an exact manner which will give your body more than comfort. Enough with that, getting back to the night, my eyes were shutting down, slowly and slowly, the clock striking 2:35 and that is it. It all started like this. I found myself in a dark place where nobody was around. Sounds Kiddush but the place was exactly the way I am describing it without exaggerating even a bit of it. Cloudy dark place where it’s just me, calling out all the possible names I have ever known but only silence replied to me. Just then I heard a noise. Something was moving. I can hear something coming towards me, out of the dark woods (yes. These woods came out of nowhere).  I just turned around and waiting for it to show up. However, nothing came up and just the sound. Sound which was somewhat like crawling or moving. I was not at all interested in going and checking the thing out. Obviously, we are for sure not making a horror movie out here, in which I have to do something reckless and stupid like this to make the suspense worth watching.  So I decided to walk on and discover probably something else. Out then I saw some shadows. I moved towards them, can feel myself going close to them, or they were coming near to me.  They were kind of people all dressed up same in those black shimmery dresses and tough looks on their wired faces.  I tried talking to them but no answers. I moved more in the crowd asking all of them, one or the other questions. They were constant in giving me tough looks and no answers. Quite annoying it was. However, as I moved forth I realized that they are following me. Out of nervousness, I started walking briskly. They tried to match up my speed and continue following me. I slowly started running and when I looked back, I saw the mob with no replies and tough looks wearing wired black dress on a distance of somewhat 10mtrs away from me. It was apprehending and scary. I don’t know what I was thinking or feeling but yes not for a once I thought that what kind of shitty place is this or why am I here or any other logical questions like that and continued with my running job. A while after I gathered some guts and trying looking back once again they were still visible,  but I managed to leave them behind far behind and they are now shadows once again.
I stopped myself and trying to breathe my lungs. I started walking again. The way was not at all pleasant to my eyes. Dark woods and crawling creatures are definitely not, which is relish able to one’s eye sight. Suddenly, I heard the voice once again, this time it was with more force and turbulence and rattle. Yeah rattle, we all are aware about the irritating rattle sounds and the reptile which produces it. I could make that whatever the thing is, it’s coming closer. And wait, holy shoot!! It could be anything but why on earth it has to be a gigantic worm cum lizard with spooky angry eyes and poisonous pale green fusible stuck out tongue. I almost screamed my chords out, which unwontedly attracted that thing towards me. I started running towards a direction, I was completely unaware of. Its worst feeling one can ever resist and almost a worst sight one can ever see. Not worse than seeing your ex boy friend kissing his present girl friend, and you still have some soft corner left in there for that douche bag.  But, yeah almost close to that. So I was running and that creepy thing was following me making some of the weirdest sounds ever heard. I was scared, crying, screaming and feeling all kinds of not so good emotions at a time and yes, do not forget running. The place seems to be a never ending one. It was one blank black dark place, covered by grey clouds all over the sky and woods all over the land. It seems like no way out. And that thing with viciously was following me. We both were running and then he just caught me in his tale. Okay, its body structure was something like of a snake with that rattle tail and feet like lizard’s. It was nasty in looks and smelly. He was about to eat me. I shouted and then suddenly I see someone coming from its back and touched him on his back left feet. The moment he touched that thing he threw me to the ground. Okay Faine!! First depressed weird mob with no replies and tough looks wearing wired black dresses and then that gigantic worm cum lizard with spooky angry eyes and poisonous pale green fusible stuck out tongue and now this. I knew it could not be anything good, which will make me happy. However, hold no, Am not Alice and this was not at all wonderland sort of place, and we are not making any flop 3d movie here. So, I decided to approach this person. I tried touching him and he turned around his face and wait, this should not be happening with me. My EX BOY FRIEND, give me a break and thanks to my unconscious mind to see this dream and make it go even worst. I don’t even remember the last time I saw his sloppy face. Though most of the times I tend to forget the nightmares in which I have to bear his sleazy face and nonsensical acts. As it is whatever I am experiencing was worst so how can he be left out. He was laughing and looking as devil as a devil can ever be. We were just trying to talk, he was trying saying something which I couldn’t figure out. I was standing helplessly bearing his face then suddenly a girl came from his behind wearing a belly dancer’s costume trying to dance but couldn’t, may be because of her extra fat all over her body. I tried figuring out who is she, but I couldn’t because half of her face was covered. He removed that clothe from her face, and there you go to cherry on the top of my worst nightmare here enters his present girl friend. No offence to her beauty and smartness she was on the other is one cruel mean mistress. And I guess it was human nature (quite natural) that now I was feeling that facing even the world’s weirdest situation or world’s dangerous animal cannot make to give you that feeling which your Ex boyfriend and his present girl friend can give you by just standing in front of you. They were about to kiss when my maid came to wake me up. There were tears in my eyes. At that time for me, she was the most lovable personality who woke me up from my worst night mare. However, when I think about it, it was kind of natural of me watching something this sort of as in am a herpetophobic and it’s been approximately eight cool months, since I broke up with a guy. I was in a serious kind of relationship. However, as they say it’s 21st century and out here nothing is permanent and so is love. I am moved on now and took this whole span of time as a lesson. And pray not to see this kind of dream ever in my life ahead as it is now am more than happy for not to think of any of those which I saw last night.